I apologize in advance for the serious nature of this update. Feel free to stop reading if you just can't handle the feels. Are you ready for this? Have you ever been in the middle of nowhere, so you lay down in the middle of a field, and you just watch the world moving around? It's like you are the only still point in the universe. You are constant and unchanging, while everything is shifting around you. That's what I feel like right now. Maybe it's just the new year. I'll have to remember to write 2014 on all my papers instead of 2013. Maybe it's my haircut that I secretly hate, or the sad realisation that I was supposed to start applying for scholarships years ago, or that my baby brother is learning to drive. But maybe it's the other way around. Maybe the rest of the world is static, and I'm the only one moving. Maybe everything and everyone else is exactly the same, and I'm the one that's different. Maybe I've changed so